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Name: Brenda
Country: United States
State: Missouri
Metro: St. Joseph
Birthday: 7/29/1980
Gender: Female


Interests: Dungeons and Dragons, World of Darkness, Final Fantasy, World of Warcraft, and stuff. My xanga is just really to read up on people who don't use live journal, as I'm mostly on there. And as a gaming journal, I guess. However, if you wanna read my journal, you just have to become a friend on LJ as I lock most my journals. http://www.phoenix-real.livejournal.com and you could catch me at my DA account, http://phoenixreal.deviantart.com or on myspace. I'm just everywhere you know.
Expertise: Lots. Wouldn't you like to know. Lately its been being a mommy. Guess this is a gaming journal so I'll give you Gaming expertise.... I play DnD Scarred Lands, Forgotten Realms and some Greyhawk. I play world of Darkness, Mage, Vampire, Hunter, Werewolf, and would play Wraith and Changling if you could find them anymore. I don't play the new edition, though, as it sucks. I play World of Warcraft when I can (Server Sargeras, my main is Zerenthia, and my alt is Kalimourne). I play other computer games such as Neverwinter Nights, and I'm a huge Final Fantasy fangirl. I also like other ps2 games and xbox games. I know some Star Wars d20 and d20 modern but haven't played one of those lately. I write a bunch, you can see my DA site listed above for that. So yeah, that's the short story on my gaming stuff.
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Saturday, August 19, 2006

Hrm

Tired.  Mike's going out of town for two weeks.  Will be so lonely without him too.  But overtime is good.

*sigh*


Sunday, July 16, 2006

Currently Reading
Hand of Fire: Shandril's Saga, Book III (Shandril's Saga)
By Ed Greenwood
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Birthday

Well, my birthday is close, the 29th of July. I'm going to be 26. Kinda depresses me.

What do I want for my birthday?

Hrm. I'd kinda like my own cell phone (pay for use, of course). I'd really like a new car, but that's out of the question. It looks like we're going to be getting a house. Its not a duplex but there is a room that is finished in the basement that is pretty large, as well as a two car garage that could be converted into living space. I think its our best bet and the price is right. So I guess I should be content with getting a place to live...but still, my birthdays have in the past not been all that great.

Guess I want books, as usual. Not in any order of preference.

Tome of Magic
PHB 2
Power of Faerun (FR)
Dragons of Faerun (FR)
The Shining South (FR)
Lost Empires of Faerun (FR)
Mysteries of the Moonsea (FR)
Complete Psionic
Champions of Ruin
Champions of Valor
Heroes of Horror(low on list)
Sons of Gruumsh (FR - last on list...)
Serpant Kingdoms (FR)

The new RA Salvatore hardback Drizzt books...

Star Trek TNG seasons 4-7
Star Trek DS9 seasons 1-8
Star Trek TOS seasons 1-3

Hrm. I don't know what else. I really don't need anything, and can't afford it anyway, but I can wish, I suppose.


Tuesday, July 11, 2006

Hrm. Looked Interesting.

The Rules
Open your Music player and hit Shuffle
Answer each question with the song
for each new question hit forward to get the next song
No Cheating

 

1.) How am I feeling today?
Stay In Shadow, Finger Eleven
2.) Where will I get Married?
Beast, KMFDM
3.) What is my best friend's theme song?
Goin' Down, Godsmack
4.) What is/was high school like?
Juke Joint Jezebel, KMFDM
5.) What is the best thing about me?
Until You Crack, Union Underground
6.) How is today going to be?
Same Old Song and Dance, Aerosmith
7.) What is in store for next weekend?
Move On, KMFDM
8.) What song describes my parents?
...An Education in Rebellion, Union Underground
9.) How is my life going?
2 Minutes til Midnight, Iron Maiden
10.) What song will they play at my funeral?
More Human than Human, Rob Zombie
11.) How does the world see me?
Pussy Control, Prince
12.) What do my friends really think of me?
Shatter, Meredith Brooks
13.) Do people secretly lust after me?
Crazy Babies, Ozzy Osbourne
14.) How can I make myself happy?
Animals, Nickleback
15.) What should I do with my life?
A Little South of Sanity, Aerosmith
16.) Will I ever have children?
Star Wars Anthem, Remix
17.) What is some good advice?
Under My Skin, Aerosmith
18.) What do I think my current theme song is?
Keep Away, Godsmack
19.) What does everyone else think my current theme song is?
Tournequiet, Evanescence
20.) What type of men/women do you like?
Seven Spanish Angels, Willy Nelson and Ray Charles
21.) Will you get married?
Send Me An Angel, Paul Oakenfold remix
22.) What should I do with my love life?
Stay In Shadow, Finger Eleven
23.) What's sex like?
Rime of the Ancient Mariner, Iron Maiden
24.) Where will you live?
The Journey, Godsmack
25.) What will your dying words be?
Wishmaster, Nightwish

Yeah, xposted to lj and myspace.  So blah.


Thursday, June 22, 2006

Another new character

Avari, Child of the Heavens

 

Race:                Ghaele

Alignment:            Chaotic Good

Hair:                 Black  

Eyes:                Opal

Height:              6’1”

Weight: 152 lbs.

Age:                 15?

Handedness:            Right

 

Whispers in the dark inside the haze of her mind…

            “Do not forget to remember, child of the heavens…” A strong yet musical female’s voice, but what was her name again?

            “The Court of Stars will watch, as you learn.”  An equally strong male voice, and she knew who he was, but she did not know.

            “It is experience that makes even our kind truly live.”  A quiet, almost sad voice of a female, the word mother floated to the surface then evaporated.

            “We do not abandon you, but set you free…”  Strong hands, and strong voice and she saw briefly opal eyes…and almost another word floated to her mind.

            “Watching…always…love…learn…live…passion…mortality…”

            Avari blinked in the hazy fog of the morning sun filtering through tree branches.  Where was she? She remembered…wait…she could not remember why she was not with the others.  There was a reason, but it had escaped from her grasp.  She simply lay there on the grass and stared at the sky and the patterns the light played.  It was beautiful, but not as beautiful as where she had come from…wherever that was.  Fleeting memories escaped as she touched them.  They fled away.  All she could remember was she came from the heavens, a child of the heavens, and she had been sent down for a reason of some sort.  Her heart was sure that reason was true, and she knew that she had done so willingly.

            She heard a gasp and turned her head to see a human man, his arms loaded with wood, drop his wood at his face, his face contorted in astonishment.  He must have thought her dead, as she had lain perfectly still upon the floor of the forest.

            She sat up, realizing that she was nude whereas the man wore clothes.  She looked down and then back up.

            “Please, I’m not sure where I am, could you help me?” she said.

            The man, a simple woodcutter, could understand nothing of what she spoke.  It was achingly beautiful, but he had no idea what she said.  She was small, about the size of his twelve-summer-old daughter, and her form was that of an adolescent still.  She herself carried an otherworldly presence, and her eyes were solid opals. Her hair was rich black, and extremely long.  But she looked like an elf, save her eyes.  He approached her cautiously and she kept trying to speak, but he still did not know what she said.

            “Come, child,” he said knowing no fear of this creature, and took his cloak and wrapped it around her.  She took it, now she did not know what he was saying.  He seemed gently, so she stood up as he led her away from the glade where she’d awakened to his small cottage not far away.  His home was near the edge of town. 

            He took her to his home, where his wife and four children lived.  The woman lifted Avari’s chin and stared into her eyes.  Then she smiled and called to one of the children, who returned with some clothes for her to wear.  She dressed, still not knowing what they spoke.  They gave her a bed to sleep on, and food to eat.  She was grateful, but frustrated at not being able to speak to them, or know what they said.  That night, she slept under their sheets and dreamed of stars.

            That night also, the woodcutter, Marem, sat with his wife, Surame, at their meager table.

            “What is she, Surame?” he asked.

            The kindly woman sighed and ran a hand through her golden hair.  “She’s fallen from the heavens.  She is not of our world.  I was only an acolyte at the temple for a short time, but I do recognize her for what she is.  Though the exact details I’m not sure of.”

            The man rubbed his brows over his vivid green eyes.  “What do we do?  Do we turn her out or take care of her?  She may be from the heavens but she looks to still be a child…”

            “She is a child.  A young one, and she needs caring for like any other child,” she answered, her deep blue eyes reflecting the candlelight around them.  “There are many in this world that would take advantage of her.  A creature like that is rare in this world, and even rarer to find one that cannot fend for itself.  However, we haven’t enough for ourselves to eat, let alone another mouth to feed.  Therefore, we have no choice.”

            The woodcutter nodded and looked up when he heard noise to see all four of his children staring into the room.  He beaconed them in.  “Do you have anything to say, children?” he asked.

            The oldest, Evrem, was nearly sixteen winters now.  Evrem was a kind young man.  His eyes were that of his mother’s, deep blue, and his hair like flax. 

            “Other people might hurt her?” he asked.

            Marem shrugged.  “I do not know.  I only know what your mother has said, which I’m assuming you have heard.”

            The youngest, Sarshe, held her father’s vivid green eyes and wild red hair.  She was only seven winters this year.  She was a storm in a child’s body.  “But if others will hurt her, how can we send her away?”

            Anya was the child that was twelve summers, who looked to be the same age as the strange creature they had brought home.  She had brooding brows, and her mother’s blue eyes, yet had gained her father’s red hair, making her a striking child.  “We could say she is a cousin from a great city who’s parent’s died, if anyone asked where she came from…”

            His younger brother Thomes nodded, his own flaxen hair bobbing.  “Yes, we could tell them that her eyes are just a result of some accident, but she doesn’t remember it.  Otherwise she looks normal…well almost…”

            “She looks like an elf, Thomes,” Evrem said.  “We can’t say she’s a cousin…unless, we could say that she was the child of a widow that our cousin married, and the widow was an elf, because her father had died when she was young!”

            Marem and Surame looked at their children in wonder.  It seemed that the strange creature would be staying after all.  They smiles at each other.  What was one more mouth?  It was also another pair of hands to do work.

            Surame nodded.  “Alright, then she will stay.  But we have one problem, she does not speak our language, so we must teach her.  And we will tell others that she was hurt and cannot speak again yet.”

            And so it was that she came to stay with the woodcutter’s family.  It took some time, but eventually, she learned to speak their language.  She learned their ways and came to love them greatly.  They took care of her and taught her all she needed to know of the world.  She listened to stories and played with the children.  They would ask her to speak in her strange and beautiful language for them, and to sing songs that somehow, she knew.  Beautiful songs of the Court of Stars, that she knew but she did not know.

            Still, in the town, there were those that stared.  Avari wore a cloak of blue most the time, the cowl pulled down to shield her eyes.  As time passed, she grew and matured, her body filling out more slowly than Anya’s.  They excused it to others that she was an elf after all, and elves did age more slowly.  However, they also tried to keep her from the company of any elves, so that her identity would not be contested.  Then, her height began to increase, until she stood a full six feet in height, towering over many she would meet.  She heard the mutterings.  Comments about the tallest elf anyone had ever seen, and other such things she heard while running errands for her family. 

            Avari knew that it was coming time to change things, but she knew it would hurt her family greatly if she left.  Yet, she knew that she must venture out in the world, and gain experiences…for that was what she was sent here for.


Friday, June 09, 2006

Currently Reading
Tome of Magic: Pact, Shadow, and True Name Magic (D&D Supplement)
By Matthew Sernett, Dave Noonan, Ari Marmell, Robert J. Schwalb
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Survey thing.


TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name:Brenda
Birthday:7-29-80
Birthplace:San Antonio, TX
Current Location:St Joseph, MO
Eye Color:Blue
Hair Color:Reddish Brown
Height:5'3"
Right Handed or Left Handed:Right
Your Heritage:Scotch/Irish/American Indian
The Shoes You Wore Today:None
Your Weakness:My son's smiling face
Your Fears:Losing my loved ones
Your Perfect Pizza:Everything except anchovies
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:Get a home for my family
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger::)
Thoughts First Waking Up:Nathan's awake...
Your Best Physical Feature:My eyes or hair
Your Bedtime:Between 11 and 3am
Your Most Missed Memory:If I knew it wouldn't be missed...
Pepsi or Coke:Dr. Pepper
MacDonalds or Burger King:Wendy's
Single or Group Dates:Single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:Nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla:Vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee:Cappuccino
Do you Smoke:No
Do you Swear:Yes
Do you Sing:Yes, badly
Do you Shower Daily:Nunya
Have you Been in Love:Am now
Do you want to go to College:Already did, but want to go back for master's
Do you want to get Married:Already am
Do you belive in yourself:Sometimes
Do you get Motion Sickness:I get VR sickness...does that count?
Do you think you are Attractive:No
Are you a Health Freak:No
Do you get along with your Parents:Yeah, when I see my dads
Do you like Thunderstorms:Yes
Do you play an Instrument:Yes - Flute
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:Yes - California Orange Muscat wine..mmmm
In the past month have you Smoked:No
In the past month have you been on Drugs:No
In the past month have you gone on a Date:Yes - We went and saw Xmen 3
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:Yeah, I work there.
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:No...wish I had...
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:No..bleah...raw fish.
In the past month have you been on Stage:Nope.
In the past month have you been Dumped:No, don't intend to ever be dumped, I'd kill him.  :0
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:No
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:No
Ever been Drunk:Yes....unfortunately
Ever been called a Tease:No
Ever been Beaten up:No
Ever Shoplifted:No
How do you want to Die:Quietly when I'm old
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:Mommy
What country would you most like to Visit:Ireland or Scotland
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:Blue
Favourite Hair Color:Blonde
Short or Long Hair:Either
Height:Over six foot
Weight:Over two hundred
Best Clothing Style:Casual
Number of Drugs I have taken:None
Number of CDs I own:Too many to count
Number of Piercings:Three in each ear
Number of Tattoos:None
Number of things in my Past I Regret:1

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